Mental retardation? Do I have?

Perhaps Asperbers, it's a very mild form of autism and sometimes hard to detect. You are not retarded. You may be a little socially slow but that just means you have a greater ability to thrive in other areas of your life. Your parents are right. There is nothing wrong with you and you are normal. You are not stupid or an idiot. You have the potential to be anything you want to be. You just have to believe this yourself for it to ever become reality. You need to conquer your low self esteem and love yourself and accept yourself for who you are. Then things will look up for you. Try it, see where this takes you.